loving someone

I think I am in love,
feeling it, gushing through the
faucets of my heart ..
yet, hesitating to admit it,
for the sake of my plausible tomorrow
devoid of further heart breaks ..

my mind chuckles often,
sifts my logic,
pans my view ..
puts bumps on the way to slow down my heart-steed ..

a bit puzzled
now i am
..

to say some one 'i Love you'
and hearing same words
soothe ..

but also
it subdues the pragmatic me sometimes ..

now,
on the lookout to those realms
where the domain of
my feelings and my pragmatism
overlap ..

somehow
i know, may be by instinct
or on a hunch,
that i shall not fail ..

...