Goodbye !

...

and now i am gone,
disappeared from this distorted ellipsoid ..
and now i inflame myself
in the agonies of thy eyes ..
under this chamelion sky,
i now go ashen, earthen ..
i now bury my deaths,
i now make a pyre of my lives,
just a blink far
and now i am gone,
disappeared from this continuum ..

i was then,
just an iota of complex numbers,
adding and multiplying my realities
for further complexity ..

and now
i am gone ..

..

hold on,
i am not gone in literal sense ..
i still have heartbeats for coming decades,
i will still respire for another fortnights ..
hold on, can you feel my pulse ?

!